Ill At Ease

Why Do I Think A Lot!
Is This Right? Is This Wrong?
Trying To Jot
And Connect All The Dots!

Is There Any Theme To It!
Is There A Plot?
Or Life Is So Many Random Acts
In Which I Got Caught!

On The Route To Self Discovery
I Find Myself Lost!
In Search For Answers All The Miles I Walked!
Saints And Sages
Their Guidance I Sought!

Tell Me Why..
Why Is It Day Or Night Thinking Never Stops!
War Against Self So Many I Fought
So I Am The Real Enemy Isn’t It?
Or Am I Not!?

What Is It
My Destiny Already Written?
Or I Write It As I Walk?
Tell Me Why Before I Even Begin I Stop!

Tell Me Is There Really God?
Who Is listening To My Thought!
Who Can Sense My Pain
Heal My Cuts And Clots!

Ill At Ease