I’m tired of myself
Being nice for no reason
When I wanna scream
I still smile, What should I believe in?
Am I the Good or The Evil!?

I’m tired of myself & The word “Expectation”
Does it matter I die sooner or later?

I’m tired of this & I’m tired of that
What happened?

Havoc breaking & I feel like Maniac
My soul cutting to pieces
& Brain won’t relax !
I’m tired of this & I’m tired of that..

Agony swelling inside me
Heart & Brain repelling
Shut up guys be quiet please
I’m tired of voices, That inside lives
To whom should I Give?
To Good or The Evil?
DECIDE PLEASE!!!

Should I give up now?
& Break into moments pressure
Or carry on walking on egg shells
Loathing the apathy & Sweet- Sweet depression !

What the hell!!

Eyes looking for help
But too scared to say it out loud
Brain & Heart won’t you SHUT UP!!?
WON’T YOU BE QUIET NOW??

Decide what you want?
Decide it & Hurry!
Cause I’m losing it!
& It’s getting scary!

I’m scared of myself
Cause I’m becoming my own destruction
What all I think…Does it really matter?
May be destiny is not this…
But some other station
Will it matter!? If I reach sooner or later !

What trick will time play?
How much difference will it create ?
Thinking a lot & Living in hate
BRAIN & HEART WILL YOU BE QUIET?WHAT WILL IT TAKE??

I’m tired of this & I’m tired of that
Just wanna peacefully close my eyes & Relax!

What The Hell!

What The Hell!

 

Written by A.P

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